It is safe to say that the past few weeks have not been my best. I never knew finding a house for next year would be so much hassle and now I realise I need to force myself to get off the fence and say what I think. Don’t let people push you into something you’re not absolutely positive you want to do, open your mouth and speak up!!!
I really have gotten into a bit of a hoohar and now it’s hard to decide what to do while sparing people’s feelings and money. Everyone I have spoke to has said it doesn’t matter, if you’re not happy then look for another house...but when you risk losing friends is it worth it?
So whilst my problem gets me down I have decided to focus my attention to 4oD where I found myself watching the pilot episode of a show called ‘The Big C’. The show revolves around Cathy, a woman having just discovered she has terminal cancer. After this bad news she decides to start living her life to the full and doing what she wants without sparing the feelings of others because life’s too short. Though this is a completely different situation I found myself thinking “life is too short why make myself unhappy for a year?” Hmm I’m in such a pickle!
Other than this program making me mope about my own problem it was very funny. I’ll be honest it could have grabbed my attention more but it was funny and the story line makes sure you just have to tune in next week to find out what happens. I suggest you do the same...